Blurbs

Ria and I have a penchant for looking at men's clothes (because they have more awesome pants and cooler accessories). So while at Zara Man and after dying of man clothes lust, we posed each other this question: What would you be like if you were a guy?

Ria said I'd be a skinny skater boy, I said that she'll be a blond dreadlocked surfer dude.

Nah, but seriously, both of us sometimes think we'd fare better in life had we been born guys. I think I would've made a hot guy, and as conceited as it sounds, I think I wouldn't have that much problems with girls the same way I'd agonize over boys growing up. I guess it's kind of like how me and my sisters fantasize about going back to high school knowing what we know right now.

And as a boy, I think I'd probably still be the same. I'd still do art, get into freak accidents, drink like a madman, and hang out with my buddies.

We then progressed with this mind fuck question: Ok, so if you were a guy, would you date a Kathleen or a Ria?

Both of us just cackled and agreed that if the first impression were the sole basis, then sure. We know all too well the repercussions of dating someone as complex and confused as us.

My New Lover

Hello, my darling!

I never really liked James Franco. I thought he was a giant wuss in the first two Spiderman movies, and then somewhat cute in the third one. He was also a wee bit more tolerable in Fly Boys. Too much of a pretty boy and it he seems like the type of guy who'd cry if I punched him square in the eye.

BUT! I saw the movie Pineapple Express... and.. and... HOMAYGAD. I LOFFF YOUUUU!!! I will *blank* *blank* you in a heart beat. IN A HEART BEAT! Gimme some of your Pineapple Express!!! *wink wink, nudge nudge*

Mundane Conversations

I want candy.

Katt:"The way I see it, it's like this, when guys see girls, they feel like they're in a candy store. So many pretty things to choose from, so many flavors to try!

When I look at guys, I feel like I'm staring at an ukay. Piles and piles of crap that I have to sift through; yet with enough perseverance and patience, I do manage to fish out a find from the garbage naman."

Ria:"Tapos yun pala may butas yung nakuha mo."

Kuchi:"Oh well, shit happens."

Random Useless Facts About Me

1. I share my bedroom with a tiny mouse (who plays with my things in the middle of the night and can get annoying) and I'm pondering if I should kill the cute little thing or not.

2. I'm beginning to doubt the capacity of my will power.

3. I need more tomato-based dishes and food in our unit. I always wake up craving for something with tomato sauce mixed with basil, mushroom, and onion.

4. I used to read books in the shower. Now I don't. I also always used to read the labels of any nearby bathroom products when brushing my teeth.

5. I think the breakfast buffet is the most magnificent food invention in the world.

6. I move the fastest whenever my roommate and I have to get ready to go out of the house. Sometimes she'll yell at me when she sees me under my blanket in my bed, but lo and behold, I'm already dressed.

7. Sometimes when under the influence, I can get really kinetic. I have to be moving around manically. I do cartwheels, jumps, and I glomp people.

Money Woes

It's either I starve, not buy clothes or books... or choose not to see anybody. I'm freaking sick of this place.

Ang mahal ng cost of living dito sa Manila, putragis.

Holly Hox Forget Me Nots

What's my age again?

All I want to do is get out of the house, go to the top of some hill with a case of beer, smoke my brains out, and play this album full blast.

I articulate my feelings like a 16 year old emo kid, I might as well admit it.

Mi Casa Su Casa

Me and Ria on Glee marathon.

I have never felt this exhausted. I don't even know if exhausted is the right word. What I'm feeling now is a combination of a lot of factors that culminate into a montage of me walking home, kicking my shoes off, quickly dressing into a t-shirt and tiny shorts, and maybe reading a magazine or a graphic novel before I go to sleep.

Our condo is a disaster area, well as you probably figure out in the picture above. Roomie doesn't want to sleep above the deck so she instead puts her mattress on the floor beside my bed. We have around 3 weeks worth of laundry still in their plastic bags that have yet to be sorted and placed into our cabinets. I couldn't be bothered. But I should though. Being independent kinda sucks.

P.S. Thanks for the cheesecake and pictures Kuchi. Goodtimes!

Perfecting Randomness

What in the world?

1.) Think back five months ago, were you single?
Yup.

2.) Who can you blame for your bad mood today?
The weather? It's too hot.

3.) How was last night?
I had a wonderful time catching up with my Mom and my sisters.

4.) How are you feeling right now?
I'm thirsty and I badly need a shower. I also would like to get away to somewhere quiet.

5.) Who were the first person you heard this morning?
Ria, my intergalactic roommate.

6.) What are you listening to?
The humming of the air conditioning unit.

7.) Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
They better.

8.) Last thing you bought?
A Mango Passion Fruit shake.

9.) Are you a big fan of snowstorms or thunderstorms?
Only if I'm indoors with good food and a nice book... and a lover. Haha.

10.) Are you a jealous person?
Somewhat.

11.) Does it take a lot to make you cry?
Nope!

12.) What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
That was 12 hours ago... I was trying to go back to sleep but the sun's glaring at my face.

13.) Think a lot before you sleep?
Yup.

14.) What's running through your mind right now?
What I'm going to change into after my shower.

15.) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Yup. He's in Palawan though, that makes things tricky but we were on the phone for an hour during my last crisis. Good man, that one.

16.) Do you like to cuddle/snuggle?
If I'm in the mood, sure.

17.) Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
So I can shake him by the shoulders? Sure!

18.) Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
Not really. I'm not in a very social mood at the moment. And I'm a lazy texter anyway.

19.) Is your life anything like it was a year ago?
Not at all, and I'm glad.

20.) This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Oh, no. I was definitely hung up on someone this time last year.

21.) How late did you stay up last night?
Not late, I fell asleep a little after midnight.

22.) You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?
Water. Duh.

23.) Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
Yes.

24.) Who are your favorite people to talk to when you’re down?
The Alkaline Sisters, girlfriends, and friends who can engage me with matters that stray from what bothers me.

26.) Are you a patient person?
No.

27.) What is the last thing you said out loud?
I don't remember, haha.

28.) Any plans for tomorrow?
Midtown, I guess. I'm hoping I can bug my roommate to watch a movie. It's been too long.

29.) What can't you wait for?
Graduation.

30.) Would you go out in public looking like you do right now?
NO. Holy shit, no.

31.) What's the worst way to say I love you?
When you're trying to be subtle but it comes off vague and confusing.

32.) Seven days from now will you be in a relationship?
HAHAHA.

33.) Are you mad about anything?
My ego got really bruised badly last week. I'm still trying to nurse the pitiful thing.

34.) What do you carry with you at all times?
Cellphone. Oakley. Wallet. iTouch.

35.) Are you mean?
Yes.

36.) What holiday is your birthday closest to?
Halloween!

37.) What's the last thing you searched for on Google?
Anthony Bourdain

38.) What's the worst lie you've heard?
"I love you."

Himynameisharley

Himynameisharley

My Mom got me an Ipod Touch that was sent to me via LBC from Davao!!! I’m still not over it!!! It’s my first ip0d ever, so I’m extra excited about this. She looks sexy and badass AND I finally came up with a name for her. Guys, meet Harley. It’s pretty obvious why I named her that. For those who don’t get it, shame on you click here.

From Here To Infirmary

Guess the band.

Your Taste in Music Says You're Wild
Your musical tastes are intense and rebellious.
You are intelligent... but in a very unconventional way.

You are curious about the world. You love doing something new.
In fact, you enjoy taking risks and doing things most people would shy away from.

You are very physical. It's likely that you're athletic, but not into team sports.

You have the soul of an artist. Beauty and harmony are important to you.

What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?

I won't deny that this made me smile. Even though a lot of these quizzes are bullshit. :p

Life on the Fast Lane

Chefs has the nicest nails ;-)

The impromptu trip to Casa Ibiza with MIHCA peeps was a blast. Food and drinks all around. I know I should be resisting alcohol, but I'm paralyzed with fun... and nail polish. har har har.

Thanks for the good time fellas!

Happy Father's Day

Superman.

I was the kind of kid that always liked to be carried. Even at six years old when I was running around the playground in school, I always liked to be carried by my father. Thing is, I don’t recall a single time when my dad would complain or look tired when carrying me. He always did it with so much joy and love even though I realize now how heavy I had gotten. Maybe not in the literal sense, but my dad still continues to do this every single day for all of his children.

Thanks for never giving up on me, Dad. Wish there were more men like you in the world. I love you!

Pig Out

Rawr!

Nine. I ate nine buffalo wings for dinner last night. That… plus Carbonara and a bag of Cheetos.

Four years ago, this type of thing wouldn’t have bothered me even a little. My metabolism was frightfully fast that I could’ve eaten a whole gallon of ice cream and still be a 99-pound stick with a flat stomach. I’m 22 now and I can feel those superpowers slowly draining from now ailing body. It’s sad and scary. The increase of panic and anxiety I have for my health is equally proportionate to the increase of my weight.

Anyway, the remedies and diet plans are all there. The only problem now is to start doing them. And I better start ‘em soon..

On A Lighter Note

Okay, I think this blog needs to lighten up a bit. I get really lazy with writing sometimes, so I tend to blog in bullet points. Or in numbered lists. Like this one!

1. I will never get sick of watching Face Off. NEVAR!
2. On the contrary, Cheetos is a breakfast option.
3. Going to Baguio this weekend – eeeeyahooooooo!
4. Girls, if your hormones are going on haywire, a Will & Grace DVD marathon will help you through it. (Tried and tested.)
5. Yikes. My birthday’s in 4 months. Already??
6. As of a couple of minutes ago, my stats tell me my blog has gotten a hundred hits and counting! Thanks for visiting, everyone!
7. I don’t think I’m dressing up for our Class Costume Party next month, but if I could go as anything, I’d love to go as Princess Leia. Or Katy Perry.
   
8. And on a last note, I think Al Pacino is really scary in Godfather II.

Cheers!

Mic Check. One. Two.

Call it narcissistic, call it whatever. I’ve just always had this innate need to express myself – I have seventeen handwritten journals in my drawer to back up this statement. I have been writing since I was nine years old and photographing since I was eighteen. I like to think that I’ve seen enough beauty in my life to make me want to capture it and articulate it. Beauty seen and felt in smiles, sorrow and sarcasm. Through my musings, stories and photographs, it is mine to keep and mine to share.

Okay, enough.

Truth is, I don’t even know if people read this. Forget what I said just now. I’ve just been looking for a cool and easy blog site to write in. I just figured that people say all sorts of deep things in their first entries – like epiphanies or something. All I really wanted was just a new place to write in. Like a new notebook.

So yeah. Hello.